Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Vespertine

Going for this one audition for rhythm guitarist post for a local band, Vespertine, later tonight. Felt quite excited. Never been to an audition like this before. Anyway, its just a small small lil audition laaa..hhahaa..

I heard and kinda like their style, alternative rock. Got the audition tracks last week. All except this one song intro that is kinda fast in pace and tricky for me. But i really thank them. Coz if not, i dun think i will push myself to learn up the fingerings and riffs that i dun think i will come up with on my own. Spent the past few nights practising all the songs. But i think im still not good enough.

But honestly, i dun really care about whether i got selected or not. I just wanna go jamming, have fun, be in a band, and of course, to know this band, and those that are coming for the audition.

So long i haven't wear my wrist band di. Yeahh..


I think im feeling happy back again, slowly :)


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Thursday, May 26, 2005

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Can someone please cheer me up ?

I want to be happy back again ...

Monday, May 23, 2005

who gave out my number ?

A company called me up yesterday asking me if im interested to come for an interview, for the post of 2D Flash Animator...well, im going for the interview this coming Tuesday. See what they have to offer.

I didn't applied or post any resumes to that company. I asked them about it, the girl on the phone said they got my number from people. So I tried calling up few possible friends and ask but they didn't do so..

" last question, do you mind telling me who gave you guys my number ? "

" from a friend. I will tell you when you come for the interview."


Kinda curious how they got my number. And kinda surprised and happy to get a call for offer like this. I wonder if someone up there heard me yesterday..hahaa...coz i was thinking about switching job the day before, and then i got this call yesterday. Coincidence kua...


Am i really not happy with my recent work ? i dunno..things did got alot better now...but somehow i know deep down inside i not really happy with my working environment. Alot of issues la..but i know the main reason is because i cant stand working with "lazy people"...sorry..no offense, and not working under a boss that is inline with my field...

Before i got in my current company (XXXX), i founded out one of my friend's friend worked in there before.

" Ooo..you were in XXXX before this ?"

" Yeah...for a year. I just quit "

" oo..why ? how is it ? "

" Well, they will never beat ASTRO, they take forever to work, keep delaying the launch. I have lost my confident in them"


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Well, maybe im just complaining as how im feeling now. I might still stay on in my current job now...

Today is the first time i blog from my home, ever since i started working..hahahahaa..

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Dead Man Lot10 + Book

Was having lunch with my colleagues yesterday. On the way back, Agnes got a call about someone jumped suicide at Lot10 concourse there. Ha.. the lunch time was about to over that time, but i so 38, i did went and have a look. And well, i did saw the dead body....

Apparently, this chinese uncle got a bit mental problem. Heard from my friend, that uncle wanted to buy this drink, which cost RM3+, but he only have RM1+, bcoz of that, he jumped from the 4th floor. I think so, or 3rd floor. Weird rite...hhmmm...i haven't check the news today about it yet. Later maybe if i remember...

Come to think about it, this is not the first time i saw a dead body. The first was during Form3 i think, we saw this corpse on the big drain outside our school compound. The corpse must be at least a day there di, coz it smells and the whole body and face were bloated, with black drain mud and water...

Jessie sure eeewwwwwwww......!!! hahahahaha...

Was having a bit headache today trying to figure out how to really print out and make a book, with correct pagination and pages. Its the both sided print thingy that gives me the headache. Called up Weiloon, and his method make sense, but not 100% correct..hahahaha..

Let's say u got 40 pages to make a book, each page with the size of a half A4 size. This is the way i did it.



Any better ways ? wonder if Pagemaker have function to do book page arrangement.

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Shade 6179

Nothing special actually. But its my new investment asset.
Still new mah..hehehe




Stan : wow..nice effects.
Stan : but got mistake
Stan : the front tyre not moving..hehehe
fatt : I know..the car is not moving when i shoot it mah..hahaha
Stan : OF COURSE I KNOW !
Stan : EVEN WITH UR CAMERA N SKILLS NOW YOU CANT CAPTURE IT EVEN IF ITS MOVING !!

Blek..why must my bro forever kutuk me.....ehhehe

Sunday, May 15, 2005

Sleepy....

Went to this pub called, "Madam Hung" somewhere near Phileo Damansara yesterday with the babi-clan+weiloon, bak and lau. Their specialty should be these "chinese wine", with names in chinese like "nu err hong","ci pu zui","shao xin". Yeah..we tried those..ehhehehe. and yeah...i got drunk again after so long. hehehehee...no need to know the details la.

Beware of the new BHQ 6179 Black Wira S.E in the Klang Valley ! don't go near it ! hehehee...

Friday, May 13, 2005

Thursday Morning

This few days, every morning when i reached office, thought of updating this blog before start doing the never ending work. But every morning is like, once i reached my desk, i have stickies and notes on my table of what to finish up, what to correct, what to come up with.. bla bla bla...which then i forgot what i want to blog earlier in the morning di...hahahahaa

The same thing happening now, but fuck larr...work is work..fuck the work..fuck the company..deadline mah deadline laa...deadline are meant to be broken !! hahahahaa...

Watched Kingdom of Heaven, with Ann, Jack, and supposedly Ben and Lulu but got tied down by work, ffk in the end. Since the start of the movie, the air-con is not working. Halfway through, everyone is like wondering, sighing and complaining...someone even shout "air-con please !" hahaa...Halfway through the show, the air-con is still not working yet, and the cinema were quite packed yesterday. Im getting really hot by then. Saw everyone in the cinema is like fanning themselves. This guy behind me even took off his shirt..ahahaha...well, since im wearing shirt, i start unbuckling my buttons also...Ann only noticed it when almost at the end of the movie..hahahahahhhahaaa...

Well, about an hour or more into the movie, there was a report from the authority that, "the air-con is not working today, you all may claim back your movie ticket money"..wooooo..everyone is like so relieved and happy. But everyone is like not willing to leave yet..still glued down to the seats, continue watching the movie. Me, with my 3 buttons unbuckle di..ehhehe...well, of course, some of them left..

Come to think about it, our local people quite kiasu in a way. Its like, you were unsatisfied with the authority, and now, you were informed that you can refund your money in that case. But now since you can get back your money, why not suffer a bit, and finished the show ??

98/100 people remained seated and finished the movie...a 2 1/2 hour movie somemore !!! wuahahahahahahaa....

Kingdom of Heaven was quite a nice movie to watch, if not bcoz of the stupid air-con. I would say Orlando Bloom acting had really improved since the last 2 movies. Not that sissy, Mr.Coward "kiss my toes" (scene in Troy) boy anymore..hahahahaha...

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Happy Birthday Wei Loon !!!!

Monday, May 09, 2005

"Indian Flying Biscuit"

aLlEEvIATiOn®最美的愿望,一定最疯狂! says:
quite sien.. dunno wat 2 eat sometimes...
LlEEvIATiOn®最美的愿望,一定最疯狂! says:
although a lot of choices here..keke..
aLlEEvIATiOn®最美的愿望,一定最疯狂! says:
looking 4 nasi lemak!
::: alucard ::: ant says:
got or not ?
aLlEEvIATiOn®最美的愿望,一定最疯狂! says:
sure .. no lah...
aLlEEvIATiOn®最美的愿望,一定最疯狂! says:
but roti canai got..
aLlEEvIATiOn®最美的愿望,一定最疯狂! says:
they call "Indian flying biscuit" haha..
::: alucard ::: ant says:
wahhhh...sure boh ?
::: alucard ::: ant says:
hahhaa
aLlEEvIATiOn®最美的愿望,一定最疯狂! says:
translate from chinese lha...keke..
::: alucard ::: ant says:
"in do fei ping" ?
aLlEEvIATiOn®最美的愿望,一定最疯狂! says:
yeah..keke..
::: alucard ::: ant says:
hah

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Mom, Happy Mother's Day !
Dad, Happy Belated Birthday(5th) !

Thursday, May 05, 2005

dot PNG

Encounter this funny thingy...

Importing a .psd image into Illustrator, and importing the same file in .jpg, the image came out same size both the.psd and .jpg.

But when i try saving the same image in .png and imported it to Illustrator, it turn out few times larger than the .psd and .jpg file.

Is it weird ? or it is supposed to be like that ? hhmmm....

My First Full time work Payslip

Yeah..got my first ever full-time work payslip last Saturday. Happy. But not to say very happy also. The few days before getting salary is like kinda excited, but when the exact day came and the money is oledi in my bank account, the excited and happy feeling doesn't really sink in. Hahhahaa..i also felt weird.

Thought maybe could be this is not the first time i got salary ? coz if don't count this as my field kind of job, i have work part/full time before as freelancer. cashier, waiter, as well sales promoter. My bro that day was like keep asking me if im happy, what am i gonna do with the money. I also dunno wat to answer.

So far, besides spending it on KTV, good food, and pay back the router money i owed bro, i haven't really spend on it yet. Either tonight or tomolo, gonna treat my parents for dinner. Please not too expensive ahhhh....buy a pair of long pants, maybe shoes.

Work wise, seriously...its better to face the monitor than to face the tv screen all the time. The tv brightness can really hurts your eyes sometimes if you work close to it. but its nice to see your own work on the tv screen better than the monitor. More..reality ? hehe..

Saturday, April 30, 2005

Italic

"hahahaa..she said you are the first person to request for a mouse pad. "

"masuk ambil apa saja la..dia sudah balik rumah"

"Come, we go kill somebody !"

"Sorry, as i'm not in my office but my hometown now. Sir, I will call you back tomolo to let you know hows it going on ?"

"blow ? that want i want you !"

"KF, siapa bagi itu bunga ? ada coklat kopi lagi ! awek kamu kah ? .....jangan tipu laa...mesti lenglui !"

"you are 25 minutes too late !"

"hey, how many brains you have ?"


Left eye on monitor. Right eye on TV. TV showing MTV. Ears on headphone. Table so messy. I need to shit. So sleepy.



Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

So I dub thee unforgiven

Was listening back to ol-Metallica "unforgiven", shared music from my colleague. Wow....the middle solo....was SO-DAMN-COOL after haven't heard it like ages. I even finished learnt the whole solo part like time. Metallica was one of the reason i picked up electric guitar ! started off with the song "enter sandman" actually....ooo...adrenaline rushh !!

what I've felt
what I've known
never shined through in what I've shown
never be
never see
won't see what might have been
what I've felt
what I've known
never shined through in what I've shown
never free
never me
so I dub thee unforgiven

Lately been listening to Keane and Gavin Degraw. Saw Keane album in Tower Records, stickered label "guarantee good album, return in 7 days if you don't like it" something like that..Anyway, i got the downloaded album from Bene. Hahhahaa...nice nice nice !

Gavin Degraw "I don't wanna be" struck my mind when i first heard it. The chorus, the lyric and the vocal, my kind of songs. So i downloaded the rest from him, turned out besides this song, the rest were kinda mellow slow songs. But quite nice. I think coz i like the vocal. My fatty said, "wahhh..since when you changed to listen this kind of songs di ah ?" ..hahahaha...guessed i tuned down from hardcore di.

No. Not really. I wanted to buy Mudvayne- Lost and Found album ! heard it in Tower Records also that day. Listened from the first to the last song, and every song is a hit ! very creative and unique guitar riffs in every songs. A lot of things i can learn from their songs. How come i never noticed their songs before this ? hhmmm...alway heard of them, know their quite famous, but never really heard of their songs.

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Going for Lee Hom's mini-concert tonight at Sunway lagoon. got free ticket from friends..ahahaha. I haven't been to a artist signing+mini concert before. So jakun.

Hows my car ? should be out within this few days. Hope its good news when i return home later.

Got my name tag only today. Instead of my picture and name, its labelled "new staff"..hahahaha...Shit..dunno how to write documentation for the work i did.

DIE.
brb.


Sunday, April 24, 2005

Hokkien Site

got this link from Catsgrave site. Damn kao funny !!! haha..everything is written in Hokkien. And in a way, damn hard to figured out what he is saying also...and a few entries are bullshi and lame but interesting...ahahaha

If you understand hokkien..go have a read..hehe

http://hokkienlang.blogsome.com/



Nothing much to do on a working Saturday. What more when you have not enough sleep yesterday..hahahaha

Saturday, April 23, 2005

Thursday is a Holiday !

Yesterday felt so much like Sunday. Today felt so much like Monday ...how would i be feeling on Saturday ? hehe....

Went down Kajang for Satay with the babi clan+binbin. Nice satay but kinda annoying background music. Coz you see, there's a this mainstage with Malay singer-wannabe 's singing all the way. Was kinda nice hearing them sing, but after a while, it got really annoying. Sorry, no offense to anyone ya ? but i want to repeat again, the satay was nice ! with ice kacang+ice cream and air kelapa and of course, the company !

Today is my fatty's birthday. Happy Birthday Vee !!! bought him cake and present and he treated us Pizza Hut yesterday nite. Nice nice ! but that cause me to have not enough sleep today. ahhhh...hahaha




Ok. Time for meeting.

Monday, April 18, 2005

Paiseh Paiseh

Got about 10 new staffs came in today. One of the lady from the HR department brought them tour around, then to my department. The lady introduced them to all my colleagues, then when it reaches me, the lady dunno my name, and what's my position..hahahahahaha !!!

Then of course were introduced to the new staffs...also..the HR lady..hahahahahahahahahaaaaa.

After all, im new also. Hehehhee...so paiseh :p

ps. the HR lady look so paiseh also..ahhahahahahaaa

I hate Monday Morning

I hate Monday morning. I hate tomolo morning. Coz Monday morning is always very very jam. Have to wake up extra early !!! aiiii.....shit man, i start grumble and complaint again. Sorry.

This few days while talking to some people, Start thinking back izzit really LUCT students reputation is bad in the industry ? my fatty told me, he heard some of the companies quite anti-LUCT students. They don't have faith in LUCT studenyts. Start thinking back whether if that is one of the many reasons that the other 7 companies that i interviewed didn't called back..hahaha..just an excuses for myself la actually..keke..Ya. I went through 11 interviews ! before i landed my first job. Out of 11, only 4 companies called back.

Wooo...my car loan had been approved yesterday. Hopefully will get my own car by end of this week. At the end, settled down with an Proton Wira Aeroback S.E instead. I think thats the best choice for me now la. Really wanted a Gen2, but according to many, still many problems. Shit man, thinking if i can survive paying for my own car monthly. As the per-month pay is about 1/3 of my salary. Die. But a good way to learn to survive ? .......

Still haven't really fully adjust myself to sleeping early. I know i should, but i just couldn't help it sometimes. Dunno why also.hahahaha...make myself tired everyday only. All the lack of sleep pimples start coming out again. blek.

Saturday, April 16, 2005

Free Dinnerrr

Still at office at this hour...eating pizza hut now while typing..hahahaha

Boss treat us pizza !!! so nice :)

Friday, April 15, 2005

Cheap Parking

Wooo...today i went work early, turned in this corner that i don't usually go. And found this one parking space. Only RM2 per entry ! compare to RM3 or RM3.50 or above in other places. And today i even got off without paying the RM2.00. ahhahaha...can really save me more than RM60 per month if i park there from now onwards.

But the thing is..have to walk about 5-10 mins to my office. But that just a small case.hehehehe..nice nice




Hhmmm...any better idea for this design above ? for the old man's bubble dialogue ? i want to make a twist. Like the kid is expecting duit raya...but the old man is giving him something else. Ya, Hari Raya Card. hehehehe

Thursday, April 14, 2005

Note to Self

Thanks

for caring about me
for don't understand and understand me
for giving myself the freedom to do what i want
for giving me the chances to gain experience
for sacrifying your time for me
for finding the best for me
for being there when i need
for not being there when i can be independent
for fullfilling my needs
for loving me

for all the priceless advices
for sharing your experiences with me
for supporting me financially and mentally
for giving me the time to explore myself
for not giving me the best to let me learn to survive
for putting high hopes on me
for having faith in me
for giving me directions and a slap when i need and when i don't need
for telling me what to do and don't but not forcing me
for loving me

Don't grumble
Don't complaint
else you will never be happy and success
I learnt this today
I will always remind myself in the future

I won't let you both down.